Blood Sweat & Tears.

(Source: sincerely-mercy)

Its been about 2 months since our break up, and things have gotten out of hand. you told me that ive changed into a whole new person. but i haven’t. Cause for the past 2 and a half years you changed me. I changed into a whole new person for you. To make her feel happy inside and out. But everything ive given up for you came to a waste. giving up friends, bestfriends , and family for you, wasnt worth it. 

I changed so much for you, and i got nothing in return. We fought countless times about the problem. But nothing is being solved. Back then, fighting bought us closer than we ever imagined. Then we got up to the point were we were sick of fighting. that’s when we started to break up and make up.

Im sick of hearing your lame excuses to talk to me. You tell me that ive changed so much, because of the people i hang out with, the people i talk to, and the things ive been doing. And your right. I have changed, Ive changed into the old me before i met you.

Ok i’ll admit that i am worried about you. Your the one that’s changed. Your telling me that your saving up for a tattoo and saving up for more piercings.. What the Fuck is going through your head? I think you forgot who you were. You’ve lost your mind. Your not the same any more, that’s why i don’t talk to you any more. 

You’ve changed so much. I think its time for you to look closely in the mirror. And realise how a Sweet and Innocent girl, has turned into a Nightmare. 

Dear Ex-Girlfriend

You always ask me why i broke it off with you. I’ve told you about 200 times. and yet you still don’t understand. It was because things weren’t the same for me. I wasn’t feeling the same way you felt about me. 

You’ve said ive changed a lot. But i say ive grown up. I never knew how much i meant to you after i left. 20+ miss calls, 20+ texts, i wonder to myself, aren’t you sick of hearing my voice mail? 

I can’t sleep at night cause of the memories we shared. The good memories are worth keeping, but the bad memories haunt me. I will never forget what you did to me in the past. You put me through so much pain it had scared me for life.

breaking up with you wasn’t the easiest thing to do. I didn’t plan it. It just happened. I gave you my all. Ive given up everything for you. To make you happy. but you abused the power you had over me. That’s why i called you a selfish bitch cause you wouldn’t do the same to me.

I’m sick and tired of break ups and make ups. It was pointless. Ive moved on now. Let me move on in peace. 

You need to stop calling and texting me, cause its really annoying now. Calling and texting isn’t going to win me back. Stalking my facebook and friends has also got to STOP. 

i could write more but i choose not too. 

Good luck with your next boyfriend. 

Yours faithfully 

Ex-Boyfriend.